Tears Came Down Like Rain
I'm really happy it's finally raining. My body feels drained and the rain makes me happy. It makes me want to get up and go out in it. Too bad I have to work today (to make up for not working Monday.) Otherwise I would be able to do whatever I wanted 'til 6pm (when I have class. OMB.)
Speaking of class, my teacher wants to get rid of Friday classes. I'm hoping he does because it make my Fridays 100% mine and that will make it easy to leave for the camping trip next Friday.
But I feel numb. I think I'm losing all that progress I made with my personality. I'm getting shy again. It's not as bad as high school... but it definitely feels similar. *sigh* I never want to leave my bedroom. I'm still thinking about whether I really want to go camping or not. Why? Because I don't know which bathing suit to wear. OMB. I'm dumb.
I've discovered that I really like listening Steven Lynch. Look him up. And also, I don't know why, but i LOVE this song:
